Today you said something about your friends going to some other friend's party and they didn't invite you.

You said "I thought I invite them then they will invite me"

Suddenly I felt very sad. I kept thinking if it was because I didn't do a good party for you and that's why you were not invited. Till today, I still have a phobia of organizing party. Sorry that your mother can't do this kind of thing well. I have so much regrets and I kept thinking how to make it better. 

I asked you to be a good friend then they will invite you and you said you are. You said when Angie sang wrongly you told her. You said Kang xian and Feng qi both hit you and you hit them back.

Mummy can see so much of love and care in you, why can't others? 

I started to think of organizing a playdate. As much as I don't like to talk to others, I will try. Because mummy really wants u to be happy.